ranty rant: sad sunday & happy matcha

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so first off, i changed my blog homepage to "skylarbryce" rather than simply "skyalamode" a while back because not everything i want to write is food related. most of the time i want to bitch and moan about all things related to well, ME. it's my blog... it's a purely selfish after work thing that i have. it may be semi-egotistical, a tad narcissistic but hey we all have that side of ourselves right? i am just a bit more up front about it.

ANYWAYYY, today has been weird. i feel insecure about EVERYTHING. to be totally honest i think it all stems from my parents taking my car away. alright, let's be real. it's not my car, never was. they bought it for me and wah wah they are taking it back because let's face it. i don't pay a damn thing for it besides gas and insurance. so i get it. not mad. i am a grown ass adult and if i have a car it should be one that i earn. just bleh "feels" because dealing with my parents brings up feelings of resentment and issues of my past that i have moved on from and like to keep buried in my "boohoo i am a victim box". i have two legs. i can walk. get a bike. man my butt is going to look GREAAAT. and plus i will be able to eat more and have more posts about ice cream and cake because exercise will no longer be an issue. haha literally loling at myself. I am not trying to sound like "one of those girls" but we all have our shit. we all have things we are trying to get through and this is one of my "things". okkkkkk. 

i truly am not that sad. but sometimes i get a bit dramatic and feel sorry for myself. but then i get over it and feel thankful for all that i have. we all have those days. it happens. just need to look at the positives, like the customer that complimented my hair, or a sweet kiss on the forehead after a rough day....i don't have anything else exciting to say... except i made the best matcha latte i have ever had at work today. see look at that world... movinnnn on uppp. get at me. order an almond milk iced matcha latte with vanilla made by your barista sky and your life will be forever changedddd. unless you don't like green tea (also I guess you don't connect with me and my super interesting asian background....) or you are allergic to almonds thennnn you will die. so don't do that. okay rant over. if you made it through that whole thing you must really like me, or be really damn bored. anyway, glad you did have a good night. i'm going to go eat something and make this "hangry" go away. lots of loveee babes. it's okay to pout sometimes!!

Ps here are the only pics i took today.... with low fat milk.... and the matcha I made (which I mostly took a picture of because I wanted to show off my new jeans, let's be real haha) 

eat your heart out, sky

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